I’ve had my Tumblr for two years, in those two years I’ve talked to so many amazing and brilliant people who in many ways I have depended on. I used this site and this blog as a diary in many ways. Some place for me to let go of my thoughts, fears, emotions. Some place where people could get to know me for who I truly am, not just what everyone wants to see or expects me to be. It worked well, until this year and especially these past few months. Tumblr as a site has changed, it is no longer a blogging site, it’s a social networking site with pretty pictures. I as a person have changed, I have matured and look at life differently then I did two years ago. My readers have changed, the majority of them are still so wonderful, yet too many familiar faces read just to find my faults and to find connections to them, when there are none. I will still write and you can still read it if you like, which leads me to my next point. As I have said, I have met and befriended so many great and lovely people on here and I don’t want to just never talk to them again. So I would highly appreciate it if you leave your name and number in my ask, if you have enjoyed reading my blog/or have talked to me in the past, I would really love that. I can no longer write my personal thoughts on the internet, looking back I wouldn’t have ever joined tumblr, except for the possibility of meeting so many wonderful people. Thank you for reading my blog, thank you for being my friends and thank you for listening and caring when no one else would.
I love you all, goodnight.
I love your Mom okay.
I do too :)
YOu are so loved
Obviousely, that whole post was beaming with love. Literally ripping apart at the seams from all the love.
I don’t want to go to school and see people, people that just don’t like me for no reason. People that don’t know me, people that have no guts and I’m tired of having to be around people that I honestly feel horrible around half the time. I’ve always isolated myself away from people, always, mainly because the majority of people I cared about too much to lose, yet lately it’s just because I don’t want to deal with all the utter shit that people put others through. I don’t want to deal with others at all. Even more I’m tired of people knowing what goes on in my head, I’m tired of people who know me in real life following me. Not because they honestly want to know what I think, not because they honestly like reading my writing or anything like that. No, just so they can have something to talk about or so they can find reasons to dislike me. You know how much shit that is? If you’re only following me to find a reason not to like me, just unfollow. I don’t mind. I know I’m a bitch according to the majority of people and I know that I have a lot of faults, but atleast I don’t follow someone on tumblr just to take them apart.
This has been a rant.
Mom: Are you walking to Rachel's?
Erin: I guess, unless you want to drive me.
Mom: Well this may sound bad, but that's during American Idol time.
We’ve all become
with no point
Is this who you want
Or is it just who
you’ve become along
You’re a mask obsessed
with your own
of a broken generation.
youreonlydrowningme replied to your post: This isn’t an ask but I’m so damn happy hahahahahhahahaha I think I have a crush again and it makes me happy because I know that I’m not super dead anymore and domg i have a crush on this boy ive known since 6th grade and yeah hehehehehehehhehehehehehe you dont care but im just telling you cuz you want an aask and well her on eis, ok im not oing to back to fix those erros cu i asm so damn happy. :D
I’m retarded, I know :D
I have a preferance that you don’t call yourself that due to the fact you’re not mentally retarded. But no you’re not stupid ha.
I’m happy for you Megan, I’m glad you’re happy :)
Ps, I don’t mind the errors.